When life's got ya down...

[Jin Reno]

Cheer up!

That being said, my life is currently just above rock bottom and I'll be on here for short periods a day if at all.

Life seems to just likes to beat me down and test my will, and frankly, its shaky as **** today.

After being told I am a huge amount of stress from my real Dad this morning, after being told the same thing by my step-Dad a few months ago, I've been given a time limit to find a full time job.

"End of October" he said, and if I am not working full time by then, I am out of the house.

It's not like I haven't been trying. I have. But... today...

I haven't been all that chipper the last few weeks as is, and been barely spending money so I have rent. What might this mean? It means that on the few days that my Dad or Step-mom decide to make a big dinner are the few days I get to eat more then just a slice of bread or two.

I tried not to be in the way, I tried not to be such a bother... but I always seem to make my family's lives worse.

Hell, if I don't find a full time job by the 21 I am pretty much screwed here.


If I didn't have such a strong will to succeed in life who know what I might of done by now.

Ahh look at me rambling on...

Well... if you don't see me after Oct 21... I've probably vanished somewhere and gotten out of my familys lives for at least a good year.

Though it'll probably still stress them out. Bad Matt for being such a stressful little leech and making life hard for my family.

Not kidding. Not joking. Not fooling around.

Truth.

Sorry to unload all this.

Yours Truely,

Turtle.

[Merik Dragmire]

The economy is absolute shite bro, I've only just managed to get a job after two years unemployed (and that wasn't really finding one so much as reclaiming the job I left).

Anyway I wish you the best of luck in this matter since apparently your family doesn't appear to be the understanding type

[titania]

We're rooting for you Turtle. I hope everything turns out brotastically for you, and if it doesn't, there's room for one more in my Pennsylvania apartment.

[Ziva]

Yeh hun, totally behind you here.

I Get what you mean, I was just recently kicked out of my own home, so I'm living at a friend's scrapping to get my life back together. It's possible, just takes immense fortitude. Just hit me up any time on skype hun, you know I'm there for you.

<3 Best of Luck and complete hope. ^^

[Kylie Highwing]

Just got to know you Turtle =( gonna miss you now.